I don't know how to describe everything. People keep asking me how am I doing...

I don't know.


I just know where I belong. I miss my friend. Every day I keep expecting her to walk in, but she never does. I keep expecting to here her call me "springtime", but it never comes. I keep telling myself that she is in a better place and this will all get easier with time, but right now I don't believe it. I watch other people that I love and care for struggling to smile and it hurts.

I am thankful to God for the gift of my friend. I don't think I appreciated her enough while she was here. I guess that is the human thing right? as cinderalla sings "don't know what you got till its gone". Tru dat.


yeah.

I miss you Annie. I miss how things were before you left. I know I could have been a better friend and I hope you can't see us down here right now. There are no tears in heaven, but there are a lot here on earth.